woke up feeling great. refreshed and uncluttered.
beautiful.
now for homework and cleaning. my room looks like a disaster!

Are you waiting for a special occasion

To give me your heart

Cause I need a little confirmation

To make a real start

Don't wait till it's too late

Are you ready to show me?

Are you ready to love me?

You see in a wayI have been drifting down a river

To nowhere

And you're giving me nothing

And if you're ready to be my everything

If you're ready to see it through this time

And if you're ready for love then

This I will bring

But I'm not gonna wait for you forever this time

Fefe Dobson - "Everything"

I love that song. Very approppiate.

Fresh from Seattle/Cali trip.

Life is good. I am very blessed.

AWELTTAES

In Seattle for a few days. Much needed get away. There is too much to think about and deal with in Mobile. I have some real thinking to do after last night. It was interesting.

But I ain't thinking today.....

New motto

New motto: IDGAF.

Sad but true.

Not in a good place right now.

I am not a guy.

I am a girl.
Cannot try to be a better guy then the guys.
They will win because they are guys.
You are a girl, does not make you lesser.
But a guy, you can't be!
Be a girl. There's everything right about that.

what happens when i get bored/frustrated.......

I cut my hair to cut match my mood....short. Short temper. Short patience. I have no time for the bullshit.

Ironically, I now spend more time on my hair.....bullshit!!!!

Yeah, I know you can't see that!!!! Sorry....too lazy to get up to find my camera cord....

Birthday, birthday!!!

It's my birthday!!! I had a great weekend: get together of great (and often M.I.A.) friends at my apartment and a casino night. Fun, fun!!! Today, I wanted to do a spa day but you know how I don't do anything right. So i may just have to settle for mani and pedi!!! Now I'm trying to decide what I need more..... a beach day or another casino day on Jada's (or the Beau Rivage's) dime.

Love and Sex and Magic

Is it sick that I love this song and video?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BEyvSaLatL4

How does she move I like that????

I wish I could dance....

Keep thinking I'm Pussy

Seriously, this dude is gonna push me over the edge!!! Get it together, sir. You're difficult to deal with and I shouldn't have to "deal" with you because we are both grown. You're not my man, my boss, my master, my manager, my therapist, my accountant....none of it.

Whew!!! Had to get that off my chest!!!

I got an....interesting text the other day. Some guy wanting to know how I felt after our night together. So I respond "Who are you?" and he goes "Oh, I forgot I slipped that pill in your drink so you probably don't remember what happened."

Uh, ok.

Turns out he had texted the wrong girl. But know you've told me two things about yourself:
1. You have to drug girls to get some.
2. You are gross enough to contact the girl to taunt her about that night.

NOT HOT!

A friend and I talk about catches. Men are just like any other item. If you want something good, you gotta look for quality - and quality is hard to find. We say you can't buy Gucci in Simply Fashions - you have to go upscale.

Obviously, this guy is from the 99 cent bin at Dollar General.

I have a few rules. Some say I'm stuck up but whatever. I can do bad by myself.

1. You have to have a car. Sorry, I'm not picking you up. I am not your ride. And you are not taking my car. It's different if we're talking on a solid basis and I pick you up sometimes. But at the age that I am and in the place that I live in you have to have a car to get around! If you don't have to means to get a decent car, you are probably not going to be able to keep up.

2. You have to be doing something and have the desire to want more. I don't care if you don't have that dream job because I don't. But if you are a janitor, be the best janitor....but don't aspire to be in the same spot all your life.

3. I am not an ATM. Ask for money to soon and I'm out.

4. Know how to act and dress in public. If I can't take you anywhere, I won't! I'm the next Michelle Obama (you didn't know?)

5. If you are too closed-minded, I can't handle it. Open up your world.

That shouldn't be too hard....sigh.....

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